DON'T LET THEM SAY

@ THOUGHTS OF THE DAY

First learn and tell them all what you've learned thats simple but in this process don't let your self drawn into the deepness of foulness so that other could point you out when things went bad.;Whats the circumstances wants you give but never be a hunted by your own decisions and regret later for things what you can not change into a right one. Drink how much you can digest if you are about to emesis leave the table so no one has to suffer with your  disgorgement and don't let them say what you don't want to hear.

FOG OF DUST

Yesterday in a middle of the day when I had to stop my steps and wait for a public transportation; I was surrounded by a FOG OF DUST; I experienced that part of every single struggling life that had had to go through the same situation everyday like me; I wonder how! how we are lasting in this type of befoulment; why nobody talks about it or why only some people has!

                                                 I sipped a coffee twice which was just there in front of me since last five minutes and I almost had forgot about it; I started to think again; why everybody wears a masks in the street and buses; why everyone is very busy in their life; why nobody thinks about this contaminating outdoor street life what is just as important as an indoor one; its a part of everyone's life now, who has to use public transportation to get their destinations and even to those who has their own vehicles to go around; what's not troubling us! huge holes in the roads; under constructed road projects; uncivilized driving styles; not working traffic lights; hurried people who crosses roads from anywhere and obvious thing a FOG OF DUST; about what we're so concerned that's why we wore masks or the main reason why we had to wore masks;

                                                             Again a cup of coffee attract my concentration and this time I felt cold morning in every sip until its last sip; I just had a thought; that sun light might would gonna take more time to travel universal distant and even more to to our indigene land cause of the thick layer of a FOG OF DUST.

The End

@THOUGHT OF THE DAY

                   15:::; You learn more about someone at the end of a relationship than at the beginning;It is how the world works we all know that. We all born as a baby without a mask of love,fear,happiness,hate and all the other emotions or feelings. Its all what we've learned from out side world and they did from others. Learning is a perpetual on going thing;never going stop though we try to learn something or not we will keep learning. And about relationship;its all about time. 

                                                                 In the beginning  we face many unusual things and feelings what we never had before;so there's no chance to react in such a way at that time. When things and feelings gets used to then we cant adjust in boundaries with well known things so we all try to push more to make wide area for new things and then happens misunderstanding. Fights and break ups is always simple but after that when we start to remember all the happened things with us;we realize our mistakes, behaviors, words were just a part of the love. But most of the time things gets changed before we realize;we cant even able to try to fix whats went wrong. Thats a sad part of not agnizing our faults before we get penalties;what cost us much pain than we can afford.  Some get chances to convince how and why that happened;for what they feel sorry too but they are not willed to be accepted. Well, its another way how the world turns in surroundings;and its not only happening in relationship by the way it happens in everything. You learn more about something at the end than at the beginning;end brings light to your darkness;may be for a while;but it reveals almost everything you should know.

It Hurts

@THOUGHT OF THE DAY

10::::;; Though my eyes starts to feel the wetness of my tears whenever I see your part in someone else, though I wont let my tears fall out through my eyes and yes it hurts a lot. I have thousands of feelings for you but if you don't want to listen, theres no-one else I would share. I keep these feelings inside me and I feel it everyday. You've never noticed though I cared, there was never less than love but still it doesn't matter to you. Most of the time I ask to myself why is it hurt so much?
why I still feel too much?
why do I care for that person?
and as an answer I used hear a voice
" May be you still love that person"
Sense, heart beats, control, and sometimes I loose myself. And it hurts.

r-EX-pect The Ex

9::::;; You guys might have heard about  this phrase " Every story has two sides, 1st what you know and 2nd what you don't know." but in the story of love;it has four sides 1st you know 2nd what you don't know 3rd what He/She knows 4th what He/She doesn't. In the beginning every love story seems perfect, when things stays unfold;when we gotta face unexperienced notions, thoughts, dreams;what can not  easily understand by brain and that unusual feelings makes us wonder to feel all those impressions/beliefs but when we get used to of all of these then 2nd and 3rd side starts to effect, we start to feel annoying feelings. Small-small things makes huge dramatical issues and when we can not survive we decide to make that one day as our separation day. Then we call them EX;them with whom we used to be in love;to whom we shared our thoughts;on whose shoulder we've cried;whose smile used to make us happiest person in the world;with whom we've been cuddling through all those times when we just needed someone to listen us;think about all those memories do He/She just deserve to call EX; I don't feel so. The time can heal every wounds but sometimes lesion doesn't hurt that much;what does is feelings;we can not deny that we don't think about past's memories though some of us has collide into another relationship;yes we do. Once He/She was our 1st priority;we were willing to do anything to impress them who we were in love with;but now He/She is with someone else that doesn't mean you have to insult them in publicly, socially. Respect that book;everything what you have learned and acknowledged it wouldn't be possible without that book so your first love have taught you what is compatible and what is not. R-EX-spect your loved once. EX literally means former (old) lover.

Everybody Cries

8::::; I have an objection 

First of all human being cries and all of us have an experience of it I know that very well. And about the phrase "Never cry for the person who hurts you." is simply just doesn't suits to any of us cause when there's hurt we feel pain and naturally tears burst out, doesn't it? Or if you were trying to say don't feel/think about that person who hurt you thats not gonna be possible by any chance because when it comes in a case of being hurt  we cant be able to ignore all those pasts moments what brought us together with that person. Will that be so easy to ignore or forget?? I don't think so;Instead of never cry, cry a river once and let the wave to take all the feelings you have in you, its sound better I think;And about "smile with thanking them who hurts us", seriously ??? The person who hurts us never deserve our smile or smiling face. If they got apart thats okay we will feel numb someday and after someday there will be someone who will try to fix our heart with their affection;if we let there will be some. But even more than 100 times better you'd get;you will never ever forget those persons who were close to your heart and you cant,I am sure about this. We all have tried it, didn't we? Though we hate those personality now but somewhere inside we still hope, hope for happen all those things what we've been imagining with those persons. Cause we feel, we feel love, hate, anger, disgust, fear, joy, pain and when pain strike most of us cries who don't they just pretend to not crying but inside they might have been crying insanely.  

Who We Are

7:::;; And here we are again in the case of our life, how life treat us differently in every another situation. Life taught us much more than we wanted to learn;good and bad things too, but we are the who choose to get into it. When we are happy we just live the moment and forgets rest of the world and when we are sad we forget about us and remember all the moments what went unexpectedly wrong. Yes it happens to all of us, some of us can get over it and some of us gets tired of feeling such a feelings. Sometimes when we use to be alone we think and we settle our-selves in very piteous positions, we set our standard so low but deep down we always think of our selves we can fight this fight and win it. We convince us every time when we feel low, most of us believes that what has to happen that will happen. So on we meet new people some of them gets close and some of them gets more close to our heart, some finds way to hurt us in that case and some will be related to our further story. Some tries to make us afraid of getting hurt and some tries to help us to heal from the wound. Some gets jealous of what we have done and some really appreciate for that. Though we know we are not capable of doing everything;we believe that we are worthy of something and that feelings keeps us alive by mentally and feelingly;Because we know who we are and what we are capable of, we are our own inspiration. Don't you think so!